different places and different emotions

Istanbul,
Beautiful, historical
amazing, charming, dreaming
Why people don't go to Istanbul.
They don't know.

Atlanta,
Dark, empty
Boring, frightening, missing
Why I am here.
I don't know...

A Tiny Hope...

A teacher
happy, alone
Teaching, living, feeling
What is she waiting from life?
Her hunger...

A student
Love, peace
Looking, laughing, touching
She wants to feel warmth of love's hands
Her hunger...

LitanY

You are the strawberry and the sweet,
the love and the hope.
You are the sun on the clouds
and the sending lights of the sun.
You are the  christmas bell on the christmas tree
and the nice gifts suddenly in my life

However, you are not the harm in the my world,
the leaf on the tree,
or the happy of house.
And you are certainly not the ruptured leaf.
There is just no way you are the ruptured leaf.

It is possible that you are the smiling under the my face,
maybe even the belief on my life,
but you are not even close
to being the flow of ship at river.

And a quick look in the mirror will show
that you are neither the dream in the my brain
nor the fact in its my couch.

It might interest you to know,
speaking of the plentiful imagery of the world,
that I am the entertainment of night in the house.

I also happen to be the  princess
the protective angel
and the sushi kit on the countertop

I am also the Rapunzel on the tower
and talented cook
You are the strawberry and the sweet,
You will always be the strawberry and the sweet,
not to mention the sun and- somehow- the shot

I Love this word

Hope,
 Hope bring in the house
 Wearing the happy life and beautiful lights
 People want to approach it, want to feel over the clouds...

MY LOVELY PLACE

My couch is into living room, in my house, on the 24th floor of Spire building in Atllanta. My couch is the best place for me. It is very comfortable and I love sitting and laying there. When I sit on my lovely couch, I see everywhere, I hear every little sound, and I feel only my body's details and emotions. I ask question of myself. I can ask questions to the world. I can do everything in my mysterious world when I am on my couch. It is a special place only for me.
I remember myself in many cases on my couch when I was sad, happy, relax, and desperate. I love wacthing outside, people, birds, and planes. I sometimes hear police, fire truck, and amblance sryen after that I think of every person's life and my life's troubles and problems. Anybody can chooce their life. When people come to the world, they may have a bad or a good life. After thinking about all of them, I feel myself very different and confused. I don't know what life will bring to my world.

Welcome to my World

My name is Burcin. When I was born, I didn't have a name for two months. After two months, my family gave me this name. Normally the meaning of Burcin is "doe's horn". I do not understand why my name has this meaning. I think that my family forgot to check the meaning of Burcin 27 years ago. My name has brought me some problems in English because now I live in the United State. English and Turkish don't have same the letters. Therefore, most English speaker say my name with wrong pronunciation for the letter "C" because it needs to be said like church. I love the sound of my name.

"I don't know what I want" explains the feeling of my life. My life come here suddenly, like running with the current. I now find myself in the United State with a fiance. I am trying to make a happy life by solving problems about the future like my getting married, going to graduate, and getting a job. While approaching my wedding date, I have not found a place, dress, caterer, wedding candy, and invitations. Also, I don't know which university and major I want. I don't know what I want will do in the United States after getting married and getting an advanced degree. I DON'T KnOW.